Anger: an Intense Desire for Things to be Different

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Anger: an Intense Desire for Things to be Different

You wanted to be the mom that was always present and involved. You wanted to be the mom that showed up to every game, tournament, and performance. You wanted to be the mom that provided opportunities. You wanted to be the mom who gave gifts. Perhaps you're that mom, but it still doesn't seem like enough.

You wanted to be the person who never drank. You wanted to be the person who never did drugs. You wanted to be the responsible one with money. You wanted to be the one who paid all bills on time. You thought you'd be the one who always had good credit. You wanted to be the one to say "I got it." You wanted to be the one to say "I got you." You wanted to be the epitome of health. You wanted to be the person with a happy, healthy marriage. You wanted to be the one who "made it." You wanted to be the one who created beautiful music and movement that everyone loved. You wanted to be the one performing around the world. It didn't have to be for fame, but you knew no other way to success in your field.

You wanted to be the one with loving, healthy relationships. You wanted friendships that lasted a life time. You wanted favor. You wanted to be the one whose anger was justified. You wanted to be the one who made everyone's day better. You admitted that you aim to please not realizing resentment was the planted seed.

You wanted for many things. Having been overwhelmed with desire, space and silence is where you adapted to thrive. You needed nothing to, but to stop wanting. 

So you surrendered to yourself. You embraced yourself with loving acceptance. You embraced all around you and accepted it. You accepted everyone how they are. You accepted fully and realized there is nothing more to want. You realized there is nothing to change. There is nothing that has to be done. You now know that in wanting more, more wants came. So you accept that you already have it all. Your anger is a false sense of lacking. Everything and everyone outside of you seemed so demanding because you were wanting. You stopped wanting and all demands stopped. You gave where you saw lack. You let go where you saw greed. Now Peace can live and thrive with you. Peace is just still and knows. It's time to do only what spirit compels. 

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